SO... I noticed I blogged in icelandic the last two times.... finally when I have english speaking readers I start garbling on my native language... Silly me :P

I was thinking about my life the other day, I had just stated to somebody that I wished I was 16 again.. young, inexperienced and still had these hopefull ideas of the world... the outside world actually. What was in store for me and all the paths I could choose and all the things I had yet to do. Plus guys dig a 16 year old... its a fact. anywho... these thought brought me even further, how I wish (like probably everybody else) I could be 6 years old again, with the knowledge (not the experiences) I have now. I could have held my head up high knowing the negativity I got from other people was just outlashes from their own insecurities. The lack of attention I got was because of the shit happening in other peoples lives... etc. Think about it... meeting a six year old after getting picked on by kids at school saying "oh thats allright... they are just lashing out because they themselves feel so bad that they want to elevate themselves above other people to feel better"... better yet imagen an icelandic kid saying that hehehe (joke being because I just wrote that in english...).

I'm working on something that could be called a murel, it's a sun on my wall... its pretty cool, small though... instead of sunrays it shines the different types of art; music, theatre, dance, visual, literary etc.... it's not completed though, I have to figure out some symbols for literature, visual, sculpture and others... I just find that a pen and a brush are pretty boring symbols, too phallic to my liking.

*sigh*

I got this guys number the other day, pretty cool guy, decent looking... tall :P. We had sms-ed a little, we planned on meeting on sunday (yesterday as of one hour ago) but on saturday I witnessed him coming out of a bathroom rather flustered... with another gay man.. :P hehehehe sufficed to say that they date was off...

Well... goodnight honeys... sleep tight.

~Spookyo_O